Let me explain

So I know I haven't been so good about posting. Well, let me explain that a little more...

I haven't been so good about publishing my posts. You see, there are at least 10 in my little post queue that have been started, stopped, revisited, and/or deleted. Sometimes just getting the words out is enough and while no one can see them, I know they are there and feel better for having poured my heart into Blogger. Some posts are just not so "family" oriented and probably are better suited for another blog, with another audience. [And no, they are not R rated for profanity, nudity, or otherwise...just a bit intense for the regular crowd and better suited for a targeted group of individuals...who know who they are]. I try to allow some of these posts to get published, so this blog continues to be about my journey after having the girls, the ups, the downs, how the girls are doing, what we are all up to, our careers, our homelife, my personal stuff...to an extent of course. I want this blog to be well-rounded...ah, sounds like it's taken on a life of it's own, perhaps another child of mine? Just wait until you see it's makeover which is coming very, very soon. I am just 4 blogs away right now...so about 1-2 weeks before we really get to start playing with the look of this baby. There I go again...:)

So in the future, when you wonder what the ???? I've been doing, not posting...know that I am, I just am working things out behind the scenes and/or in a different place. I'll be back...eventually.